I have been caught up, for lack of a better way of describing it, in the thought of salvation in Christ Jesus and how some get it and others don’t. It just makes my heart ache that so many seem to miss the whole idea of salvation through Jesus Christ. This morning the thought was almost overwhelming.
I woke and like the past several weeks my head was a thick cloud of almost confusion, but as I worked to wake up there was this light that was burning through the fog. It was just like the sunrise I photographed this morning. There was a strange haziness this morning, but there was still this light that could not be contained, and it pushed through all that haze, and I was moved to John 1. If I have a favorite apostle today, it is the Book of John. It is the view that John shares that moves me. To me, he shares the heart of Christ Jesus in a way that just fills my heart and this morning as I ached for those that seem lost I was drawn to John 1.
John 1, (the first five verses)
I read the first 18 verses, and it chipped away at that fog that filled my head. The first five verses just put me on my knees. I am filled with a feeling of thanksgiving.
John 1:1-5 (ESV)
1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 He was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. 4 In him was life, and the life was the light of men. 5 The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.
This passage reminds me who Jesus is and what He has done and how powerful He is. Through Him, all things were made, and without Him, nothing would be made. He is a light so powerful that the darkness cannot overcome it.
Have you ever been in absolute darkness? I went to Mammoth Cave when I was about 11 or 12. We went on a tour and deep in the cave as part of the tour they turned out all the lights. It was a dark that still amazes me now. I remember smoking was still commonplace and a guy up front had a cigarette lit, and this little red dot was so bright, but I could not see my hand.
Just think of that darkness against the light of Jesus. No matter how dark it might be, it cannot overcome the light of Jesus.
Consider This
As I look at these five verses and apply the circumstances of my life to that image of the darkness of Mammoth Cave, there is no darkness or circumstance that Jesus cannot overcome. There have been three times in my life that I have come to terms with my mortality and in two of the three times were before I knew Jesus. The third was after I had a relationship with Him.
The first two scared me badly. I knew who Jesus was, but I did not have a relationship with Him. I suffered from Pride, Selfishness, and Self Control. I did not trust in God. I felt everything was my job. I had no real understanding of Jesus. I could see no further than my circumstances. I was fortunate that I survived both situations. Now I had to remember I had to be more careful. But I was an unconscious incompetent; I did not know what I did not know. Jesus was in the middle of both of these situations. He saved me both these times and much more I just was too blind to see.
The third was after I came to love and accept and respect Jesus. It was strokes. It startled me. I realized how much worse it could have been, but God used it to draw me closer. He showed me there was so much more than my circumstances. Jesus showed me through Paul that this is not my home.
Romans 8:18 (ESV)
18 For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.
He reminded me that my goal is to focus my eye past my circumstances.
Matthew 6:33 (ESV)
33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.
Reflections
I look at these things that He showed to me, and I ache for those that just cannot seem to see it. I know that God has a plan and it is beyond my understanding. I know that everything happens in God’s time. When I think about these things, I have to remember that I was just like those that do not see it for 52 years and the truth of it is people continued to pray for me and show me Christ through their lives. God showed me amazing things and now reminds me of every time he intervened in my life, including those two times I nearly did not make it. He had a plan, and I am thankful. That brings me to John 1: 14-18
John 1 Continued
As I ponder the power of Jesus and the wonder of His incarnation I cannot go forward without considering verses 14-18. These verses fill me with joy and thanksgiving.
John 1:9-18 (ESV)
9 The true light, which gives light to everyone, was coming into the world. 10 He was in the world, and the world was made through him, yet the world did not know him. 11 He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. 12 But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, 13 who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God.
14 And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. 15 (John bore witness about him, and cried out, “This was he of whom I said, He who comes after me ranks before me, because he was before me.’”) 16 For from his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace. 17 For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. 18 No one has ever seen God; the only God, who is at the Father’s side, he has made him known.
What an amazing gift that God gave us. Jesus, who created the world, became flesh. He gave His life that we might have eternal life in Him. What amazing thing it is to know that He loved us that much. I cannot help but think of chapter 2 in Paul’s letter to the Philippians.
Philippians 2
I love how Paul speaks of Jesus sacrifice; It is so clear.
Philippians 2:5-8 (ESV)
5 Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, 6 who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, 7 but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. 8 And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.
What a gift we have in Jesus. In human terms this is impossible. But through God alone it is possible.
Romans 5:6-11 (ESV)
6 For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. 7 For one will scarcely die for a righteous person—though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die— 8 but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. 9 Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. 10 For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life. 11 More than that, we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation.
What power there is in God’s Word. No man can do this. No man alone can say this. Only God has this power to share these things through man. Even as I think of these things, I have no memory. That is a gift from the stroke, but as I ponder the wonders of God’s love HE reminds me of the things that I have seen in His Word. I am overwhelmed by His grace and mercy. I am thankful for His gift of repentance through which He forgives my sins as far as the east is from the west. There is no darkness that can overcome the light of God’s love and grace.
Closing Thoughts
As I ponder all of this I am drawn to my families favorite Psalm. It is Psalm 121
Psalms 121 (ESV)
My Help Comes from the LORD
A Song of Ascents.
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills.
From where does my help come?
2 My help comes from the LORD,
who made heaven and earth.
3 He will not let your foot be moved;
he who keeps you will not slumber.
4 Behold, he who keeps Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD is your keeper;
the LORD is your shade on your right hand.
6 The sun shall not strike you by day,
nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all evil;
he will keep your life.
8 The LORD will keep
your going out and your coming in
from this time forth and forevermore.
He is my strength, hope, and understanding. I have all these things because of the saving grace of Christ Jesus. I do not know who will or will not hear and believe the promises of Jesus. I only know that I must continue to share them every day.
I am thankful that my heart aches for the lost. It assures that I cannot stop sharing this message. I think again of Paul’s letter to the Philippians as I close.
Philippians 4:12-13 (ESV)
12 I know how to be brought low, and I know how to abound. In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need. 13 I can do all things through him who strengthens me.
I know Paul was speaking of the physical, but I see the spiritual in these words as well because I know what it is to be brought low and to abound. I have also learned to face plenty and hunger for God and His Word. For I can do all things through Him for I am never really alone. The Holy Spirit is with me always, and I am filled with thanksgiving.
Prayer
Father, thank you for this joy that you fill my heart with. Thank you for giving me a desire to share it even when I cannot find the words. Help me to always hold fast to you, especially when the adversary tries to deceive me with the hint of darkness in your abounding light.
In Jesus name, I pray. Amen!